Thursday, December 29, 2011

Update.

I set up a Paypal donation button on the right side of the screen, because im a greedy asshole....


Truth is, I set it up because I really could use all the help I can get. I dont have a job, a school, or anything as of now, and the only family I got is my mother , who works for minimum wage and my little sister. I constantly worry about not being able to support them, not even talking about myself. The computer that I am writing this blog with shuts itself off pretty much every 30 minutes, because my video card fan is busted, and keeps overheating, I dont even have money to fix that , so I hope you see where im coming from here. I want to be able to create my own music, but have no recording devices or amplifiers to do so. I dont have a external sound card to plug my guitar into. I dont have shit basicly, I got 4 white walls, my bed, my computer and my guitar. Im not trying to scam anything out of anyone , but I know there are people out there who would like to help if they could, thats why the button is now there. Peace.

1 more for today...

Talking about evil bullshit, which is the dominant force in the world today. Hah. Lets not kid ourselves okay? It is. Really. No, really , it is.
These drug laws man, what the hell is going on, I remember when Bill Hicks talked about drugs, and how the war on drugs is useless, many people have said this by the way, its useless, and its more of a war on personal freedom, than it is a war on drugs.
How is it okay, when someone tells YOU, what you can , or cant do with your body. I mean really, if you arent effecting everyone else with your business, which is really stupid to say anyway, cause all this bullshit going around , is effecting everybody anyway,
a person , in theyr own home, smoking cannabis, or taking lsd, or trippin on shrooms. Whichever you prefer. How can someone come in, and say. NO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING, YOU LITTLE SHIT, YOUR GOING TO JAIL. Does that not seem crazy to you? Mean while you know, goverments
are running around, assassinting people, destroying other countries, killing millions upon millions of innocent people, and noone is getting locked up, quite the opposite actually, theyre getting more money for it. Talk about how were living at a  great time in human history. Like this one guy, serial killer
, killed atleast 400 people alright? Im making this up but whatever just go along with it. Killed 400 people, raped them , and ate them. Okay, now this guy is about the get the fucking death penalty. Then he drops the bomb, and says . I work for the goverment, im doing god's will and
all that other good stuff. HMmm, I guess that makes it okay , right? Wrong. But in the world today, when the government kills thousands of people, who have done NOTHING wrong, its okay. We are protecting and serving Justice. That is if you read justice as THE WILL OF SATAN. Satan ,
does not live in hell, Satan is not suffering , and burning and trapped in a fucking lake of fire until eternity okay? Satan is right here, ruling the world, as I speak these words. He is laughing at our stupid asses, and fucking them at the same time.

And since we were on the subject of TV , lets talk about YouTube for a moment. I remember when I first found the website, it was really rough and very basic, I tried to find some freaking video game tutorial or some shit like that? Yeah, anyway. YouTube was a great thing, still is, kind of.
Only that when youtube started, it was about the content ya know? How everyone across the world, can watch these videos, see other peoples vlogs and whatever, it was a great way to express ourselves on a website that was basicly a collected consiousness. But then.
As the story of the world goes, fucking businessmen with their stupid fucking marketing and money making ideas, took over the website, okay? Nowadays, YouTube is basicly a money making machine, and it pisses me off so much, when you go onto youtube, and open the front page, look at that fucking
Shit thats on there. Its getting worse and worse all the time. Even video game tutorials, which happened to be the reason I found the site in its early days, have become something else entirely. These people, putting up their Call Of Duty tips and tricks and what not, most of the video , they
are telling you to, to subscribe, favourite and Thumbs Up this video, so they could earn a fuckin buck of your ass. And its so sad , so sad indeed. It's borderline crazy, I mean really.

Don't get me wrong, I still have hope. or Hopes. or Whatever you wanna call them, anyway. Sometimes I hope that im part of some experiment or something, and this is all not real, which it is anyway, more on that later but that this is an experiment to test us. To see how far
this shit will go before we go "Wait a minute, this is all complete bullshit ! Alright time to move on to better ways" . Aliens put me here man, im telling you, they put me here to see if I can figure it out. I did, now please, come and TAKE ME BACK, PLEASE, TAKE ME BACK TO WHERE EVER THE FUCK
YOU TOOK ME FROM, CAUSE ITS PROBABLY BETTER THAN THIS SHITHOLE. The other hope I have, which is 10 times more unlikely to happen mind you... is that more people start seeing through the bullshit, and stand up to it. Why dont we do something about it? Why do we let these corporate bitches
keep controlling us and our freedoms? Why? I'll tell you why, since I already asked. Myself. Anyway, its because, and this is also why this is much more unlikely than my alien theory, is that there are simply too many stupid people in this world. Really. Stupid people, who only live in their little
worlds with their little routines and little ideas that are little for a reason. Cause their stupid , kay? They cant think for themselves, they do whatever they are told, they are sheep. And there is this huge , huge goat, with a big, big dick, fucking them, and theyre just bending over going MÄääääää
-MÄääääääääää. Moreeeeeee. Moreeeeeeeee.
Its crazy, but its the truth. DEAL WITH IT!
Speaking of all manners of bullshit, and sheep who follow it. I have to say, this is a perfect moment to change the subject to Religion. Religion aint all bad, and there are some out there that are quite decent actually and have a sense of logic and trueness to them but damn man. 99,9% of all religious
movements and ideas are real bullshit. Now the real cream of the crop here is Christianty. The Bible is the greatest shit story ever told. Seriously, I have to hand it to the guy who put that load of shit together. I couldn't have done a better job myself. The Bible is filled with shit that makes no sense,
makes you look crazy, and generally retarded. To me , Bible is where fiction started to flourish so to speak. I wont dwell on this whole Religion BULLSHIT too long, cause its been said before, and better than the way I say it, but just dont base your life on something as stupid as the Bible.
Language itself is a crazy thing to begin with, but when you start believeing in something, that some guy, or guys, wrote, or put together, a long ass fucking time ago, they probably didn't know themselves what they had done. They probably looked at the finished product and went "Well, what the fuck
did we do now, meh , whatever just put it on the shelf and forget about it " . If these guys had known what bullshit consequences writing the Bible brought. Oh man. They probably would laugh their asses off going "HAHAHA , you actually believe all that shit? You think God wrote this book? I just drank a
barrel full of mead and wrote this shit cause I was bored man." Seriously, and doesnt one of the 10 commandments say, you cannot kill anyone? Well what the hell are these fundamentalist christians doing then? They are DESTRYOING COUNTRIES, PEOPLES LIFES, IN THE NAME OF GOD, JESUS, THE HOLY SPIRIT, WHATEVER
THE FUCK IT IS THEY HAVE TO SAY TO JUSTIFY IT. It all comes back to the one thing that has ruined , and continues to ruin our lives all the time. Money. They wont admit it, most people wont admit it. Money runs the world , and the guys who have all the money in the world, are puppeteerd by the Unholy Abomination
known as Satan. We will probably look back at these times now in a couple of hundred years and say" Boy, were we retarded or what ? haha lets go smoke a joint and laugh at the stupidity of times long past " . So yeah, im still hoping for those goddamn aliens to come pick me up and take me away man.
This shits gone on long enough.

Ranting on

Anyway, to go on , with our little story.

There are good people.
Only problem is, everytime they try and step through the door.BANG, they get a fucking Muay Thai headkick landed in their face by these corporate sellouts, so they could keep the people just like they were. under control and stupid.
How do more people not see through this bullshit? It really rocks my boat man, and I dont even have a boat, which is GOOD. Cause it would probably be rocked in to fucking oblivion by all this nonsense. You go outside today, and if your
city folk, go outside, and try to get through your day, without having to deal with advertisements, bullshit laws , and try not getting fucked in the ass. Those three examples are probably in order from the hardest to the easiest. Depending
on where you "live" ofcourse. It might be harder to avoid advertisements than getting fucked in the ass, if you live in a particulary assfucky area. Some of us are lucky, and live away from these evil evil abominations and have houses in countrysides
, and what not. Doesnt matter. Your still gonna get fucked. SOoner or later. Everybody, gets the huge cock, that is organizations, shoved in their tiny assholes and get ripped apart. Thats just the way it is. DEAL WITH IT.

God man, these days, theyve even managaged to fuck up music. How can anyone even listen to this bullshit that's on MTV and the radio these days. HOW THE FUCK DID THESE PEOPLE DO THIS? HOW? These hip-hop artists and rappers and whatever
, who have nothing else to tell you, but to shake ya ass and blast a cap in yall ass. What the fuck is this shit? They should make a seperate channel for these guys called "WTS" or something. What the SHIT? And the ad should say" Channel
for people who havent figured it out yet, and actually enjoy this shit". Seriously, do it. Someone. I'll even help you out, just so all this shit would be somewhere, locked in a dark , far away hole, where I would never be able to put my eyes, that are already bleeding from this crap,
on it , ever again man. MTV? More like BULLSHIT THAT WILL KILL YOUR SOUL. Just look at the state of MTV these days. How much of it is actually, good music? Or music at all? Theres more shows on MTV these days than there are music videos.
And these shows... oh man these shows are really something. Stupid bitches with their brains surgicly removed from their heads, and filled with fucking cotton and dolla dolla bills yall. That channel is swimming down the sewer, and on its way, its
clogging up all the bullshit so the stink would really get in your head and make you kill yourselves. Man if I was famous musician, and they offered me to be put on MTV, along with all this other bullshit, I'd tell them to go fuck themselves, you know? Doesn't matter if you pay
me heaploads of money, at that point, I would consider shooting myself in the face repeatedly for sucking up the corporate ladder of dicks that runs that shit. A fucking channel that "tells you" how to be "hip, and cool, and how you need to buy all
This new bullshit, that will never benefit you, and make you look like an asshole" okay. I get it, okay? I get what theyre doing. Its not like you can just advertise this shit going "just buy it, its fucking useless, it has no purpose or soul whatsoever,
 but please just buy it" . But believe me , theres still enough dumb people in the world, who would still buy it. Whatever "IT " is. Actually, whatever "it" is, doesnt matter anyway. How can it matter? Do you really think your life will be boring
and mundane , if you dont buy this new TV that shows 600000000 different colors and pixels and is 90 inches big, and its much better, than the tv you had before, and it wont burn your eyes and kill your children, and steal their minds, no. MTV and respect, or artistic
credibilty , can never be mentioned in the same sentence, EVER. Unless you are actually saying, how MTV has none of those things. MTV should be run by people who care about music. I stress the word care, or atleast like. That would be start, wouldn't it? Some guy, sitting
in his office, hmmm I like this song, I'll put it on my channel. I mean, fuck. They don't even care whats on there, how good it is, if it has anything original or actually useful to say. It's all about the DOLLA DOLLA BILLS YALL, CAPPING FOOLS IN THE ASS AND BEING A RICH
DOUCHEBAG WITH A PRIVATE JET GOING AROUND SPREADING YOUR EVIL BULLSHIT. The world is fucked, and you don't need to look far to see it. Just look at your TV and it will all be right there, in your face, and most people still cant see it.

So...

Hello everybody, how you all doing? Doing good?

Im not, im fucking drowning in all this bullshit thats going around and the only lifesavers are people that are funded by evil cockroaches that want to shove their fist up your half dead drowning ass.

Obviously, im enjoying life. No really, im having a ball. Working my ass off on a minimum wage job so I could get some numbers on my bank account and some worthless toilet paper in my hands.
You might ask, whats wrong, why are you so negative, why are you so pissed off?
I'll tell you why.

Im sure youve all read a classic story of good vs evil right? Watched a movie, read a book , whatever.
Anyway, lets take a look at the world .

Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo what a sad , pathetic story this is . where do i begin.
There is no good vs evil okay? there is only evil vs more evil .
Fucking goverments running around racing for oil and resources, one more evil than the next one.
I mean, where's the fun part in this story , cause I havent found one yet. People around the world starving and dieing, unable to express themselves, unable to enjoy themselves, because............
We have these little things called governments, who are supposed to protect us, but yet, they fuck us in the ass and lie to us every chance they get. And they get plenty , believe me.

so you must be wondering, where are the good guys in this story right? There has to some , we cant be that fucked..... hah right?
Well. Truth is, there's loads and loads of people, good people, with good intentions, and good hearts, and good ideas. But you know what? Noone gives a shit, or atleast noone who actualy has the POWER
to get these ideas out there. You need MONEYYYYYYYYY. Money money money money money. You need shitloads of paper that say 50 euros on them and you have to give this paper to all sorts of people, for food
, drugs , a home, to have electricty, to have a life basicly. Fucking paper man. What the hell? When did we agree that this was a good idea , can someone tell me? Who were these morons who thought making
a worhtless, piece of toilet paper, the one thing, that gives us the abilty to live a decent life. And if your one of those people, who realize this, and dont want to work minimum wage to get your stomach
full and buy clothes for your kids, people act like theres something wrong with you. Why dont you work? Why are you so pessimistic? It's how life is , deal with it.

They say , deal with it.

Deal with this, your a fucking slave, who works for someone you probably dont even give a shit about, just so you could have a nice car, a nice house, a nice phone, a nice everything man. Your a slave.
Get that into your head, and DEAL WITH IT, OKAY? The world , as we know it, is fucked. You dont have to look far to see this, turn on your tv and enjoy the bullshit, thats being fed to you, like a starving monkey
getting fed bananas by zoo keepers, who are laughing at you , okay ? Deal . With . That . All. Day. Long. For. The . Rest. Of. Your . Life.
I know I wont, I mean sure I have to deal with some of it, but I try to steer clear from the bullshit ,  surrounding our everyday lives. Humans have made so many wrong decisions and everytime someone comes along
, tries to show us this, and help us . We fucking silence them, or even better, kill them, so these assholes with their big bank accounts can run around, laugh and drown in their fucking satans cum filled mouths.
Anyone remember people like Jimi Hendrix, Bill Hicks, John Lennon, Kennedy? You probably remember. You also probably remember, that their all fuckin dead. Fucked by life, with a 2 feet dildo , in this crazy ass
place we call a Free World. Were all free people right? We like to think free. But we arent. Noone is free. As Bill Hicks said, there is no freedom , there is only privilege. Privelege given to us, by these people
, who run the world. These elite cocksmoking bastards, who only care about getting more dolla dolla bills yall. Another example, new phones. What the fuck? WHAT THE FUCK?`These new crazy ass thin pieces of metal and plastic,
That cost 3 digit numbers, sometimes even 4 , and these are phones? What the fuck? Why would anyone pay that much for a phone anyway? To get all the extra bullshit? Well, if your one of those people, i feel sorry for you.
You seem to have forgotten the basic princible, of a phone. It's to contact someone , if you have the need, and when they are somewhere else, far, far away from you. A phone is NOT, made so you could surf the web , go through
the bullshit that is Facebook , add stupid bullshit on your twitter like "GOING HOME, im so tired". WHO GIVES A FUCK? Why do we have the need, for this materialistic bullshit, that isn't going to get us anywhere. Technology is advancing
in such a great speed, and all we do, is make fucking toys with it. Why dont we do something useful with it, and not waste our time dicking around like morons who think theyve got all this shit figured out.